I'm with Piper on this. It is a VERY common thing in the LEO community (our profession has one of the highest rates of suicide of ANY profession) for someone to kill themselves. The more it gets talked about, the more it might help others in our profession. Suicide is a very nasty thing, and I've lost several friends and family members to it, and had to work a couple of them myself. It isn't something to joke about, but it is something to talk about.